My dad...

Asked my dad for something today.

He asked me to think twice about it.

I insisted my way and said i've decided. I want it.

He still asked me to tink twice.

My reaction? totally upset about it and said a hurried goodbye and hang up.

Called my fren to "complain"

wen i put down the fone, my dad called back and i forced my bro to answer.

cos i noe thats my dad, asking wad we wan for dinner.

told my bro to tell him i wanted nothing (i was still upset).

my dad called again after 10mins..

I picked up as my stupid bro dint wanto do that.

Dad: Do u wanto eat noodles?

Me: No....

Dad: Are u sure u don't want?

Me: Yes....

(Dad comes back hme)

Dad: Do you want to eat noodles??

Haaahaa.. Ok, i was touched la. I knew he bought an extra pack. He was trying to talk to me and i know that. but im jus too stubborn.

Thks dad.

**I always wonder if our earthly dad is already so gracious twds us... how bout our heavenly dad?

Definitely much beta.

Jollie currently hates herself.

For being so fake, for being so weak..

Feeling so pain..

I know its just for the moment..

It always happen.. doesnt it??

Maybe i just don't want to let go...

But I know i MUST!

On the other hand,

am totally excited and scared at the same time for SOT (school of theology)..

u mite tink im childish, but i've totally no frens of the same zone going for SOT this intake..

n am so afraid of being alone.. thou i noe u guys 've told me i can make frens!

thats me..always worrying..

I have to CHANGE!

AMEN TO THAT!!

One last blog entry before i go to KL.. am excited about it! cheap, delicious food and hopefully good, cheap stuff to buy too. :) Was tinking about it, God has realli been good to me. Managed to go my dream country in 07'. Nv tot that i wld be going overseas with my beloved frens, not too say 3!

2007 - Hong Kong, 2008 - Taipei, 2009 - KL & ???
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Served in playgroup as usual. :) tried a new "system" tdy. we grped our kids according to the RED, BLUE and GREEN team. it was gd. we teachers know who to gif more attention to... thou i was telling my ic all my fav kids are in the Red team whereas im in the Green one. But i do still love my GREENIES! :)

Caleb - the one and only who will go around and pick up the litter after doing ART. he will pass it to me with his ever-serious face that i cant help but smile at his totfulness for us teachers (aw.....)

Andre - he's just so handsome! lol. will ask if he misses me, he will jus nod his head in agreement. (mmm, wonder does he feel forced.. guess he does.. hahah)

Daniel - he wins me over week by week. a very well-mannered boy who sticks to his mummy/daddy. :)

BUT they are all in the RED team. :( LOL