Just finished editing my FAITH assignment due tmr. As usual, a last min job done. hehehe.. Anw, reali Thank God that I have done finished the past 2 weeks. Just a few phrases to edit. :) Wen for our Team 25 potluck in Edric's hse. It was so so fun! We played "werewolf", a game similar to "mafia", just tat its 10000 times more exciting. Uyi (our nigeria fren) was sitting beside me and was talking to himself non-stop tat made me laugh like crazy tro'out the game. After which we had a KTV cum jokes cum riddles session. Another round of tummy-aches.. Lol..

The day before (Sat) was not a great day. Thou the mother's dae drama was good. I love it wenever our church try new ways to protray a drama for us. It is always refreshing & fantastic! Called up belle to complain (once again) while on the way hme about something. haaa.. glad to haf her as a fren, one i cld just throw my worries and troubles to. Well, after putting down the phone, i just had this sudden feeling of finding a partner. I mean i did not had this feeling for a veryyyyyy longgggg time already. Thou i wld talk bout BGR and so on but the so called "urge" of finding one reali nv occur to me since dono wen. Lol. Pple asked me why.. and seriously i feel im just not ready. But just yesterday, I had this sudden deep feeling of how great it wld be to have someone by my side, one whom i cld share my troubles, burdens, happiness with. However, i always feel its a step of faith to do so. I mean how cld u tell if HE is indeed the one. THE ONE whom u cld depend on, trust in, rely on wenever crisis arise and tat wen he tells u tat all is going to turn out well and indeed it does. I mean jus being able to talk and laugh wif him isnt going to last us tro' life. Is HE man/mature/reliable enuf for u? Is he a do-er or jus a talker? How wld u noe? Seriously, i tink its stil not time for me to find out yet. Perhaps a few years down the road?

Maybe.....

歌曲：遇见
歌手：孙燕姿
专辑：The Moment

歌词：

听见冬天的离开我在某年某月醒过来
我想我等我期待未来却不能因此安排
阴天傍晚车窗外未来有一个人在等待
向左向右向前看爱要拐几个弯才来

我遇见谁会有怎样的对白
我等的人他在多远的未来
我听见风来自地铁和人海
我排著队拿著爱的号码牌

我往前飞飞过一片时间海
我们也曾在爱情里受伤害
我看著路梦的入口有点窄
我遇见你是最美丽的意外
总有一天我的谜底会解开

Ladies Conference..

Today, we had a "ladies cgm" combined with Yu Zhen. It was good, reali reali good. Presence of God was very very strong. When we start with worship, tears jus came flowing down. I was reminded of God's love for us. He's the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. Indeed our God=Jesus=The Holy Spirit is our guide, our companion, our closest friend. I do want Him forever & ever in my life. :) I was oso blessed by Yu Zhen's msg. She was very daring, str-fwd. Taught us ladies on stuff that I believe, if we in our own grp of gals wld not or dare not talk about. Afterwhich, we fellowship with pizza eating. :) It was a rare sight. EVERYONE gathered ard the dinner table, chatted, laughed. I reali enjoyed it! Discussed about our connect grp outing. We are going JB in the 17th of May. Im reali super looking fwd to it. May all things we discuss COME TO PASS! AMEN!

Was pretty upset tat only Jaryl wen for the men's mtg. I seriously wonder wad're the guys in our cg doing?? Not only the fact tat it is a men's mtg, a word tat is ESPECIALLY for them, but tat if its a norm mtg, wld they go still? Some wld say y are gals nowadays so domineering, in control of everiting.. blah blah.. then may i noe wad're the guys doing? mmm.. ANS: NOTHING! i presume?? Who have God made to be the head of the hsehold?? hai....

I always think im a passive in regards to relationship. Indeed, i reali am. Recently, i was reminded of this person. A very good fren of mine, someone i noe cld listen, share and depend on. She backslided a few years back.. I was shocked, not only me. Everyone ard me was. Someone we tot wld least draw away frm God. True, nothing is predictable. But i wasnt eager enuf to reach out to her once again. It mite be an excuse, but im scared. She loves God more than me that i wld tink wadeveri tell her, she noes. How? Wad am i to do? But i was glad when she initiated to come for svc recently. Thou no one met up wif her, im glad she was so brave to stay on herself. I tell myself i wld nv wanto be passive again. I reali do wanto show her i care about her. I believe in no time, we wld be back tog once again, worshipping God, sharing with one another on how God has greatly bless our lives. :))))

Have not blog for ages le.. thus, decided to do so. :) Mani have been askin how is SOT.. It is reali great & I believe will get better! By tuesday, we were all filled with the holy laughter le. POWER! However, i realli experience it on thurs, where the whole audi was jus filled with pple laughing.. i laughed till tears jus flow out. I realli experienve Jn 7:38 - Out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water. Literally, i feel "something" stirring within my belly and I just burst out laughing and cld not stop! Its the Holy Spirit! Learnt alot more about the bible in terms of head knowledge.. but like wad Pst Derrick always says, its the PRESENCE of God that we want to experience during our school term. My team is TEAM 25 and of cos, a majority of Singaporeans and alot frm indonesia, 2 from Nigeria and 1 Korean.. We believe we are gonna win "THE BEST TEAM 2009"!!! :) Wooo~~~~

My dad...

Asked my dad for something today.

He asked me to think twice about it.

I insisted my way and said i've decided. I want it.

He still asked me to tink twice.

My reaction? totally upset about it and said a hurried goodbye and hang up.

Called my fren to "complain"

wen i put down the fone, my dad called back and i forced my bro to answer.

cos i noe thats my dad, asking wad we wan for dinner.

told my bro to tell him i wanted nothing (i was still upset).

my dad called again after 10mins..

I picked up as my stupid bro dint wanto do that.

Dad: Do u wanto eat noodles?

Me: No....

Dad: Are u sure u don't want?

Me: Yes....

(Dad comes back hme)

Dad: Do you want to eat noodles??

Haaahaa.. Ok, i was touched la. I knew he bought an extra pack. He was trying to talk to me and i know that. but im jus too stubborn.

Thks dad.

**I always wonder if our earthly dad is already so gracious twds us... how bout our heavenly dad?

Definitely much beta.

Jollie currently hates herself.

For being so fake, for being so weak..

Feeling so pain..

I know its just for the moment..

It always happen.. doesnt it??

Maybe i just don't want to let go...

But I know i MUST!

On the other hand,

am totally excited and scared at the same time for SOT (school of theology)..

u mite tink im childish, but i've totally no frens of the same zone going for SOT this intake..

n am so afraid of being alone.. thou i noe u guys 've told me i can make frens!

thats me..always worrying..

I have to CHANGE!

AMEN TO THAT!!

One last blog entry before i go to KL.. am excited about it! cheap, delicious food and hopefully good, cheap stuff to buy too. :) Was tinking about it, God has realli been good to me. Managed to go my dream country in 07'. Nv tot that i wld be going overseas with my beloved frens, not too say 3!

2007 - Hong Kong, 2008 - Taipei, 2009 - KL & ???
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Served in playgroup as usual. :) tried a new "system" tdy. we grped our kids according to the RED, BLUE and GREEN team. it was gd. we teachers know who to gif more attention to... thou i was telling my ic all my fav kids are in the Red team whereas im in the Green one. But i do still love my GREENIES! :)

Caleb - the one and only who will go around and pick up the litter after doing ART. he will pass it to me with his ever-serious face that i cant help but smile at his totfulness for us teachers (aw.....)

Andre - he's just so handsome! lol. will ask if he misses me, he will jus nod his head in agreement. (mmm, wonder does he feel forced.. guess he does.. hahah)

Daniel - he wins me over week by week. a very well-mannered boy who sticks to his mummy/daddy. :)

BUT they are all in the RED team. :( LOL