events to & not to loof fwd to...

7th July - First Prac Sermon Preaching on FAITH.
dead dead.. i serious tink my point and illustration aint strong enuf. i nid GRACE!!!

8th July - Submission of "How to be a contagious christian" book review
well.. thank God for bro kim hock.. our deadline has been extended for 1 more day! yuppie!

9th July - TESTS TEST TESTS!!!
on Gifts of the Holy Spirit and Homiletics..

10th, 11th & 12th - As usual, visitation, cell grp & svc..
Luv em'!! Thank God for Gabriel, a great man of God (learnt alot frm him)
Loved my cgmbrs! another highlight of my dae. yst's cg mtg was great! n finally got to c Jo aft 1 mth..mizz him..

17th - MISSION TRIP to Tanjong Balai!!
Wooo!!~~~ Healings and miracles shall follow the man and woman of God!!!!

MUMS!!!!!!!!!

J: I'm going out with my frens and her frens. (I reali don like this sort of mtg up.. wen there is 3 gals, 6 guys and u only know 1 gal! what to do, reject my fren and she gets upset..)

M: Got guys anot??

J: Ya..

M: Go make frens la.. And if he's good, brg him home k?

J: HUH!!??!! Siao la.. i dun even noe anibodi.. and when do u ever brg hme a guy so fast back to see ur parents?

M: Ya, if good.. muz faster grab.. then he can brg me for holidays..

J: (OMGosh!!! MY MUM IS GOING NUTS!)

the past weeks...

Watched "Ghosts of girlfriends past" with chen li, rufus, evan and sandra. I reali enjoyed the movie, despite going in w/o a clue what was the movie about. N shockingly, i cried. lol.. this evan kept telling pple about it. i dint expect the movie to touch me but it did. the lines was actually touching (its abit lame at some parts thou) :).. n i teared more than once actually. i nv liked watchin those sad movies.. like "Pearl Harbour", "Armageddon", etc.. cos i reali don like crying! jus makes u feel weak!

"The stronger one in a relationship is whoever that care less". A tag line in the movie that actually made me realise i am like clinging this in a part of my life. Choose to try, believe me, i AM and will continue to try!

Jus realised i had been crying ALOT the past weeks. starting frm the week Mike Connell came school to teach us.. told huili & evan that seriously if i was to cry under the presence one more time, i cld literally feel my heart breaking into pcs..(exaggerating huh..) But its true.. Then last week, quarelled wif my gd fren over sms.. it was heart-breaking.. i felt so upset tat she cldnt feel God IS wif her and how thankful I am that God is always wif me. I jus feel tat i cld lean onto His shoulder everytime, anytime. And He will be dere for me. :)

Then this week, over some stuff. I dint noe it cld affect me so badly but i was. But i know that indeed this is the time i cld jus give up and draw away frm Him, or to choose to stick even closer to Him. I am glad i choose the latter. No matter wad wld happen, I promise to stick by Him! :)

On a good side, wanto officially congratulate my fren (thou im the 3rd to noe!). I know how overjoyed she is, yet at the same time, mixed feelings within her. I did not go tro' it b4, but we discussed it tro. I know how hard it is for her.. But gal, REM! U have to continue to PRAY! If its His ways, i hope tat the desire in your heart will come to pass! hahah. Made a decision myself too. Its bit ironic as most pple who's gg tro my phase in life will be tinking the exact opposite of me.. haha.. im still lost.. but i hope i'll get the courage and make the choice soon!

EVERYBODY! JIA YOU!

PASTOR TAN ROX!

I totally adore Pastor Tan!! Yst's Church-Wide Bible Study (CWBS) on the Songs of Solomon was great. i mean it totally blew me off! So much was revealed to me personally. I learnt so so much yst. Which reminds me of a conversation between my classmates and I during break in school. We were jus discussing who is our fav preacher.. many said Pastor Meng. Indeed! He's so humourous who nv fail to liven our class atmosphere. But i rem saying i like Pastor Tan. It is like in every svc that he preaches (mostly whenever Pst Kong is not ard), he nv nv fails to teach us new things. That's why we always say he is really a TEACHER. AND I don rem dozing off in any sermon that he taught. :p

Just finished editing my FAITH assignment due tmr. As usual, a last min job done. hehehe.. Anw, reali Thank God that I have done finished the past 2 weeks. Just a few phrases to edit. :) Wen for our Team 25 potluck in Edric's hse. It was so so fun! We played "werewolf", a game similar to "mafia", just tat its 10000 times more exciting. Uyi (our nigeria fren) was sitting beside me and was talking to himself non-stop tat made me laugh like crazy tro'out the game. After which we had a KTV cum jokes cum riddles session. Another round of tummy-aches.. Lol..

The day before (Sat) was not a great day. Thou the mother's dae drama was good. I love it wenever our church try new ways to protray a drama for us. It is always refreshing & fantastic! Called up belle to complain (once again) while on the way hme about something. haaa.. glad to haf her as a fren, one i cld just throw my worries and troubles to. Well, after putting down the phone, i just had this sudden feeling of finding a partner. I mean i did not had this feeling for a veryyyyyy longgggg time already. Thou i wld talk bout BGR and so on but the so called "urge" of finding one reali nv occur to me since dono wen. Lol. Pple asked me why.. and seriously i feel im just not ready. But just yesterday, I had this sudden deep feeling of how great it wld be to have someone by my side, one whom i cld share my troubles, burdens, happiness with. However, i always feel its a step of faith to do so. I mean how cld u tell if HE is indeed the one. THE ONE whom u cld depend on, trust in, rely on wenever crisis arise and tat wen he tells u tat all is going to turn out well and indeed it does. I mean jus being able to talk and laugh wif him isnt going to last us tro' life. Is HE man/mature/reliable enuf for u? Is he a do-er or jus a talker? How wld u noe? Seriously, i tink its stil not time for me to find out yet. Perhaps a few years down the road?

Maybe.....

歌曲：遇见
歌手：孙燕姿
专辑：The Moment

歌词：

听见冬天的离开我在某年某月醒过来
我想我等我期待未来却不能因此安排
阴天傍晚车窗外未来有一个人在等待
向左向右向前看爱要拐几个弯才来

我遇见谁会有怎样的对白
我等的人他在多远的未来
我听见风来自地铁和人海
我排著队拿著爱的号码牌

我往前飞飞过一片时间海
我们也曾在爱情里受伤害
我看著路梦的入口有点窄
我遇见你是最美丽的意外
总有一天我的谜底会解开

Ladies Conference..

Today, we had a "ladies cgm" combined with Yu Zhen. It was good, reali reali good. Presence of God was very very strong. When we start with worship, tears jus came flowing down. I was reminded of God's love for us. He's the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. Indeed our God=Jesus=The Holy Spirit is our guide, our companion, our closest friend. I do want Him forever & ever in my life. :) I was oso blessed by Yu Zhen's msg. She was very daring, str-fwd. Taught us ladies on stuff that I believe, if we in our own grp of gals wld not or dare not talk about. Afterwhich, we fellowship with pizza eating. :) It was a rare sight. EVERYONE gathered ard the dinner table, chatted, laughed. I reali enjoyed it! Discussed about our connect grp outing. We are going JB in the 17th of May. Im reali super looking fwd to it. May all things we discuss COME TO PASS! AMEN!

Was pretty upset tat only Jaryl wen for the men's mtg. I seriously wonder wad're the guys in our cg doing?? Not only the fact tat it is a men's mtg, a word tat is ESPECIALLY for them, but tat if its a norm mtg, wld they go still? Some wld say y are gals nowadays so domineering, in control of everiting.. blah blah.. then may i noe wad're the guys doing? mmm.. ANS: NOTHING! i presume?? Who have God made to be the head of the hsehold?? hai....

I always think im a passive in regards to relationship. Indeed, i reali am. Recently, i was reminded of this person. A very good fren of mine, someone i noe cld listen, share and depend on. She backslided a few years back.. I was shocked, not only me. Everyone ard me was. Someone we tot wld least draw away frm God. True, nothing is predictable. But i wasnt eager enuf to reach out to her once again. It mite be an excuse, but im scared. She loves God more than me that i wld tink wadeveri tell her, she noes. How? Wad am i to do? But i was glad when she initiated to come for svc recently. Thou no one met up wif her, im glad she was so brave to stay on herself. I tell myself i wld nv wanto be passive again. I reali do wanto show her i care about her. I believe in no time, we wld be back tog once again, worshipping God, sharing with one another on how God has greatly bless our lives. :))))